So my mom came and sat down by me on the couch and started talking.
And then crying. Hysterically.
She told me that she’s going to kill herself, and for the first time in 16 years she admitted that she needs help.
I tried so hard not to cry. It took so fucking much.
Its weird, having to be strong for your mother when usually she’s the one trying to be strong for her children.
I told her that I was proud of her for coming to that decision, and she told me she needs to be hospitalized.
My mother is going to be hospitalized tomorrow.
But I have to work all day, so she’ll be at home alone until then.. and that fucking scares me.
I wish I had someone to talk to.. I wish I had someone who could come over and have coffee with me and put up with me crying on their shoulder.
I don’t know what to do.
I’m proud of my mother for deciding to get help rather than deciding to end it.
But I still feel just.. I don’t know. Ruined.
Too much shit has happened this week.
I need someone to hang out with..
i am so pro-selfie
you take those selfies.
you take those selfies and look cute as heck
you take those selfies and build your self confidence
because you are cute as heck and you deserve to be confident in yourself because youre an awesome person
if anyone says any differently they are a rotten cabbage who doesnt know anything
now go take more selfies so i can reblog them and talk about how gosh darn cute you are
There are three blogs that I look at before I scroll my dash. That would be Allies, Kassees and Siobhan’s. Because I love them all so much.
HA! NOW I KNOW ALLIE’S URL AND I CAN STALK HER
also I could have just asked straight up..
Gentlemen. This is what rape culture is like:
Imagine you have a Rolex watch. Nice fancy Rolex, you bought it because you like the way it looks and you wanted to treat yourself. And then you get beaten and mugged and your Rolex is stolen. So you go to the police. Only, instead of investigating the crime, the police want to know why you were wearing a Rolex instead of a regular watch. Have you ever given a Rolex to anyone else? Is it possible you wanted to be mugged? Why didn’t you wear long sleeves to cover up the Rolex if you didn’t want to be mugged?
And then after that, everywhere you go, there are constant jokes about stealing your Rolex. People you don’t even know whistle at your Rolex and make jokes about cutting your hand off to get it. The media doesn’t help either; it portrays people who wear Rolexes as flamboyant assholes who secretly just want someone to come along and take that Rolex off their hands. When damn, all you wanted was to wear a nice watch without getting harassed for it. When you complain that you are starting to feel unsafe, people laugh you off and say that you are too uptight. Never mind you got violently attacked for the crime of wearing a friggin time piece.
Imagining all that? It sucks, doesn’t it.
Now imagine you could never take the Rolex off.
i am much gayer and nerdier than i originally budgeted for
It’s so weird that I still get yelled at for being cishet…..
no you get yelled at for being transphobic learn the difference
I’m agender. I made this post because I keep getting misgendered.
do you ever have a plan for the day and suddenly it’s 4pm and you’ve achieved literally nothing
every single person who reblogs this
will get “doot doot” in their ask box
I WANT TO KNOW YOUR SECRETSERIOUSLY THOUGH WHAT ARE YOU
I GOT THIS AND I WAS LIKE WHAT THE FUCK
there are over 128,000 notes and i still got one
I GOT A DOOT DOOT AND THIS HAD LIKE 700k NOTES
Fuck, I’m pathetic
I swear to god, if I see one more post saying that ALL cisgender heterosexual males are evil, I’ll throw myself out a window.
I will gladly provide you with some links
Please throw yourself out a window OP, I’d love to see it.
Why? Because I don’t support people being rude?
little things that help ease symptoms of depression:
- turn the lights on and open a window
- eat something healthy and drink ice cold water
- find a comforting album to listen to whenever things get bad
- take a long, relaxing bath
- do yourself up in full make up and hair
- be around people, even if you don’t think it will help
- watch something funny on netflix
- wear your favorite/most comfortable outfit
- immerse yourself in a hobby like drawing
- lose yourself in a really good book or movie